9am- my doctors office calls, my beta is at 119...I am losing the baby.
Even though I know it is not even technically a baby yet...
Even though I knew this was the most likely outcome. Even though I have only known I was pregnant for four days. Even though I know what is happening...I still want that baby.
I never knew how much I wanted him/her, until I was losing them...
3:30pm - I begin to cramp again badly...
My pregnancy ended before it has had a chance to really begin.
Lincoln
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